Niagara trip in jeapordy?

You know those decisions in life where you have to make a choice between either doing what's right, or doing what you want to do? I've been looking forward to N11 ever since I pulled out of the field from N10. And I knew that I'd be back as long as they were having one the next year. I felt guilty last year leaving my wife at home with our new 4-month old daughter while I drove off with a buddy for the long weekend trip.

Well, I didn't think it would be a problem this year since our daughter is old enough to stay with grandparents. My wife and I could enjoy a nice long trip to Niagara, enjoy the Falls, and of course a great CRX meet.

Some things are happening here and I'm not sure if it's the right thing for us to do. Money is a big part of it. We have a lot of stuff going on and the money just isn't there for the trip. I really don't know at this point if we'll be making it or not. I am really going to try and make it happen, but I'm just not sure. This really sucks. It's like "go, then face the consequences later" or "do the smart thing and not go." Sometimes I really hate being all grown up.